STEP BACK! This is what the wise men urged me to do several times in my life. For years I kept asking myself: what the hell do they have to do with it that they bother to tell me this almost every time I tell them something about me and my life? For a long time I couldn't figure out what they wanted to tell me. One step back ?? For what?? I'm young, I need to take steps forward! And this madman comes and "orders" me to take steps back !! I'm wodering why? Such reactions provoked various states in me: from trauma, to despair and then revolt! Why does a "crazy" person get into my life? Doesn't he have things in his life to enliven him, to support him? Does he want to quarrel and quarrel with me whenever he meets me ?! For years I was thus troubled with negative thoughts and twists on all sides of some ideas and reactions with harsh effect of those about whom I had the prospect of making remarks, of talking nonsense, that anyway and whatever they say I will continue life, I will continue to dream, I will put love at the center of my life and I will offer my heart as a sacrifice - completely or almost unprepared for life, for a beautiful relationship, for happiness! Ah how much I was deceived !! I thought that life was good, that it helped me fulfill my goals, dreams, plans. But what I didn't know is that: life is far from just a beautiful holiday IF I do not make a certain level of effort every day to get to know me, to know the people next to me with their qualities, their own states and their level of understanding, training and adaptation to the whirlwinds and waves of life - like me, by the way.We live in a toxic and polluted world on almost all levels, in which values have been reversed, in which the youth and beauty of the soul are perverted and transformed into something that is neither desirable nor useful for anyone. Maybe that's why I can't find a role and a place for the value I have, the authentic and real one, in this world. And of course I have nowhere to go, mostly because I have no choice.In the world in which we live our daily lives, there are also unhealed souls, test people, souls who show a single trait around them: that of manifesting against the dreams of others, of the way those who come to them communicate, especially against their dreams and plans for the future come with a façade pessimism to discourage and deprive the young, healthy and full of life of power and initiative. Why are they doing this? From the desire to limit themselves accepted, integrated and desired in society, and to feel good that they have put the other one lower than they are.I was there too, not just pointing. Although I love to die!The main problem is that I'm not healed enough. Otherwise I did not ask for advice from people with personalities that denote different degrees of toxicity, I did not say in their hearing my soul, love, dreams, but I kept them deep in my soul and I put them directly into practice,after which I discussed them with model people on a personal level, not with people too full of their own and what they themselves represent and their achievements for the good of society, which not only I don't give a damn about the opinions, dreams, future plans of others, but I end up, aware of it or not, trampling unscrupulously on the most important parts of the soul of the naive who makes the fatal mistake of revealing and searching for them advice and guidance from those who are not sufficiently trained and educated themselves. My mistake was that I went and showed my soul to the wrong person. And that distorted my life. I should have been more reserved, not investing with my confidence people who have learned to spoil their souls in order to remain steadfast as a dead man in their own comfort zone. That's it, I burned myself once, so I'm learning to turn to people who have succeeded in life and not put my soul on the table to people here that I perceive as smart. I saw how much soul they have. What does it mean to take a step back from time to time? It means seeing yourself as you are and thoroughly proposing a tacit self-examination. It means being aware that things are not going well where you are, and to continue like that is to put a brick in addition to a disaster. It even means ruining one's life or parts of it. Taking a step back doesn't mean you're out of the ring. It's that you're coming back to get a flower. Taking a step back in time means bringing tomorrow's victory closer! You give yourself time to re-evaluate yourself, to discover yourself, to dress with spiritual beauty and Love, so that you can accept and love in your turn, to offer love and satisfaction around you, to respond efficiently and from soul, do not put yourself recklessly in the arms of those who do not deserve you and have not yet learned how to behave with a beautiful and healthy soul. It has been trampled on my soul many times to be beaten better. A beaten soul is not so sensitive, nor is it easily given to anyone. The time has finally come to do what I have always wanted: a step back from what I consider inappropriate, so that I can take two more beautiful steps to my soul and to what really matters! It's up to you! The good news: you really can! Life is more beautiful when you take steps towards your soul!
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